Complexity.
Chaos.
Standing by the light of a little fire you didn't turn on.
Pulling an pushing,slowing down and then running faster
Your energy is over and still,growing,in your veins,your skin,heart and bones.
Hearing the sound of a pale orgasm,while you taste the filter of your cigarette
Going down your throat.
You never wanted this
You just wanted a shy touch in a corner of a right-angled circle.
Someone to touch you,on the red,bloody skin of your frozen heart.
That's what the world is all about..
Drugs,maipulation,crime,sex,alcohol,suicide...
They are all crazy,and you are the only one standing.
You feel,you're made for more.
Come on,you know.
Your skin is softer than theirs,your eyes cand see the sound
And your ears feel the words.
You see how old faces pass away
And new ones go under your particles.
The walls scream,as the fire turns off
As they can't see you anymore.
Innocent sees in the dark.
You just wanna sing your mind out.
She screams in extasy,and then goes away,waiting for tomorrow.
For something to scream again for.
As the words mix up in the air,as the air runs,as the running becomes exhausting,as the air falls,as you are suffocating.
Baby,if you cry...
If you cry,my heart will break.
If you cry,I'll grieve,and never smile again.
The next door I'll open
Will be the one of our home.
Where nobody cand breathe but us
Where everyone thinks of us as insane people
Nobody dares to come in.
Inside the room we dream in.
They are all falling and crashing on the floor
We dance on them breaking bones
We dance on the rythm of the shouts they dare to speak.
Do we love?
Does the one screaming love you?
What's that tiny little thing,like a piece of sand,called love?
Illusion,simplicity,hope,perfection,fucking...or just that simple scream.

I will never cry again,after today,
You wanna come with me to a secret land?
Take my hand.
Where butterflies fly up high
Living more than a day,to share their lives.
Print your fingertips on my skin,
Feel my heart beating slower,
Come on,be my sin
For I am not going to Heaven.

I'm desperately in need of some stranger's hand..
Let me touch yours again.